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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Brutality is Presuming

Brutality. It is a noun that means viciousness or doing wicked acts towards someone. I can totally relate to this word. Whether it is I who's being rough or I'm the one experiencing it. Sometimes, people are unaware that they're cruel. They joke around individuals who tend to take these things seriously because of the intensity of the given ridicule. People who take jokes seriously experience brutality and you certainly can’t blame them. Brutality is also manifested in the workplace. When the boss endlessly orders his staff to work on things that are impossible to finish in a day and the employee chitchats his superior's weakness and personal life to fellow workers. Brutality also infects friendships. You secretly dated your bestfriend's girlfriend while disclosing unlikable things about him. And when you already got what you wanted and the girl's head over heels for you, things will suddenly turnaround as if nothing happened. Being cruel to your pet is also possible, just last week, we lynched our pet dog 'icko' to prevent probable deaths in the house. He already bit our maids three times, killed two cats and we have no choice but to end the assaults (hehe) since the vet told us that the sickness is irreversible. it's like mercy killing. Go, report me to PAWS. These are all examples of brutality. But there's this one kind of viciousness that can totally put someone down. LOVE.
I'm not saying that loving is bad. It is a cherished gift to humanity that would keep things together. But what if the love you once treasured came to a point when it is gradually decaying into the slums of enduring pain and is resulting in the slaughter of self-respect? What if you tried to hang onto someone even though you have a gut feeling that the person's not coming back? What if she's saying that you're selfish though it's the other way around? Isn't it frustrating to hear stupid reasons of why either of you can't be together or why do you have to end something that has already started? Why do you have to bear the pain of wishing that that someone is thinking of you when in reality, she doesn't even think of you in a day or two. Why do you always have to be 'JUST' an option? These ifs and why's all boil down to Brutality and when it's already eating you, all you have to do are these simple things. Take a pill, sleep at it for a day, cry for awhile, stand-up and move on. Remember, fighting for something that would make you happy isn't bad. But when everything's already lucid that you lost the war, accept it and start once more. And one last thing, be 'brutal' to yourself that you shouldn't commit the same mistake again.

:: 1 ang nag-amok. come on.rant! mag-amok ka din.
:: 2:12 AM

1 Comments:

what a contradiction--- love and brutality. sabagay love is pain daw hahahaha. but choose love, even if its such a problem sometimes, its what'll make you happy eventually. hay Hej you are so emo but its ok :-)

By K H, at Thursday, November 02, 2006 7:16:00 PM